Feeling the memory

I don't know why, in recent several years, there is always some memories in my mind: the childhood , the middle school , the sight of that girl 's back , or that hammered night before graduation. I can not help sighing with emotion: the time is so traitorous and ruthless, like a sword .

When I was a child, I always felt that the time was so slow, so long, just like as I was born, It's destined to live forever. I always looked forward to the future, and tried to draw the appearance of it, and I always wished I could grow up, to feel the sunshine of next era, to touch it's face; but after I grow to manhood, those memories often pulls me back to the past, makes me see those people, those things, those lost good. Every time I wake up from the dream, I realize: that time is left behind me, and It can't go back any more.

 28 years pasts, likes a light smoke which disappers in the air. Some friends get married and have children, and some are still single; some became rich , and some still work for peanuts; some friends leave my sight, some new friends emerge in my life. In the long river of history, this 28 years seems so trivial, perhaps It's only a light blob, or nothing , but for one person , there are too many stories which are put on show , like a movie but more wonderful than a movie.

People always like this , looking forward to the unknown, however, when they really get, they think about the past. But we have no ability to stop the steps of time. Memories always so sad, and the future is so attractive. Everything in the world is full of contradictions taht like has a kind of magic, makes the people full of hope with a little sadness. Alas, just let it be, enjoying the colorful world, not that it's not an experience?

Finally , thank each one of you , makes my world be so fresh and stimulating .

The second anniversary of coming to Thailand

November 22, 2010, I came to Thailand. A different climate, different customs, and there were also many people with different skin color on the street. All of these difference were not self-conscious to compare with the china complex in my heart. I began my new life in such a fresh and exciting environment.

The weather is always so hot and it seems to have not changed, or a series of dozens of days' rainy season which can make the people in bangkok feel a breath of fresh air in every hot afternoon or evening.

The time is so fast, which is more faster than when I was in china. The two years slips away slinkingly and I do not notic that even a little. The happiness and sadness in this period dose not occupy most of the time, and the ordinary becomes the theme of my life. I am very enjoy this kind of simpleness, leaving domestic fickleness, which can make me be more calm to think about some question of life.

The majority of Chinese abroad, they still mintain the original lifestyle, just like them, I have been remaining my habits. It seems to prove the same lineage and radicular of the Chinese ethnic peoples. In fact, this is overseas Chinese's thoughts of home. We leave our homes to work or to study outside for improve the quality of life in the future, but no matter where we are, in the deepth of mind, we always left a small space for home. When we are injured, that small space can let our hearts stay there, healing quietly.

Ha, but it's ok, homesick mood is always short, here we meet a lot of friends, in our times of difficulty, they always stretch out their hands without stinginess, so here, I want to thank them everyone. I will engrave our freindship in my mind, save it forever; I also will write the unhappy on the beach, if it exists, and let it disappear with the waves.

Just regaed this article as the second anniversary of coming to Thailand.